I spent a lot of September going “Jesus I’m completely overwhelmed how am I going to get everything done I can’t this is horrible” kinds of day, and I just wanted to crawl in a hole and cry.
Then I looked at my Thinks To Do list for the month, which…was completely insane. I did So Goddamn Much in September. This is not actually quite everything, I’d forgotten to put things on and I’d not expanded a couple of the dropdowns. No wonder I was freaking out.
So that, folks, is how the sausage gets made. Lists. I have so. many. lists. SO. MANY. LISTS.
The good news is that the rest of the year is not nearly this crazy. This was actually really awful, really bad, really more than any sane person could handle. I need to try not to do that to myself in the future. There were like 21 major points on that list, and innumerable dropdowns.
I don’t really think I’m that organized. Having shown this to people, though, I am told that I am EXTREMELY organized.
Just this once, I…I might believe them….