that start-of-school feeling…

I’m suffering from that start-of-school-year feeling that I should run out and Improve Myself! Study Spanish! Learn sign language! Take a photography class! Do yoga! Take an art class! Start swimming! Get an anthropology degree! Find voice classes!

me: instead of trying ALL THE THINGS i should, idk, do one and actually stick with it?
my brain: WHAT A TERRIBLE IDEA

brain: you’re not being creative enuf
me: i’ve pubished 2 books & started a new pseudonym this year
brain: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME LATELY

seriously, my brain is trying to kill me.